me and my random life :)

Oh great :/

2009-09-19T05:26:00.000-07:00

This is very dramatic D:
I have a stupid laptop with stupid home
connection ,
It seems like I can't do anything
with my Friendster page
except for just lOOKING at it .
these are the few things
that wouldn't work :

1. Reply to comments
2. Send messages
3. Editing profile .

I could only change shoutouts, bulletins , customize .

Friendster gets boring everyday,
so i moved on to Facebook .
Easier (:
So maybe I'm not on Friendster
for a while , I'm maintaining my FB now .
Not that I leave FS tho '
hahaha . Cheers :)

oh btw, copycats suck xDD

F* it .

2009-09-14T02:59:00.000-07:00

♥

Who are you to play me?
I'm not that happy to be played with .
* not like happy kinda play,
more like the "WORST" prank ever!

Oh he thinks he's all "ooo,, im gorgeous! YOU!
Be my girlfriend!"

AS IF!?

Fine,. I won't get mad .
Not worth it .
But im not going to sit back
& watch and treat you
like hella freakin' royalty .

I'm gonna do the exact same
back at you instead honey :)
Don't blame me for this .
I ain't started it, but course you did .

So yeah like .. FCUK it Mister .

lalalalalaa .

2009-09-06T03:20:00.000-07:00

Hello blog (: Haven't post for a bit while now.

Been busy, plus lazy :P Anyhoo, I ignored many people lately,
aaaah.. Not that im being a nasty snob or anything,
but i don't know.. Too lazy?again. LOL.
Besides, i don't think im that too friendly type of person.
Actually,i'm a bit on the shy side.
Sorry friends.

Anyways, i'm having a lil sis!
( Sis i mean "sis" as in so very close friend,
not that i have a real little sister or smth xD )
So i call it a sister from another mother. ngiahahahaha.
She's nice, pretty, cute, friendly ( yes,i met her. ) She looks so pretty.
No, she's GORGEOUS ! :D I'm lucky to have her as my bestfriend.
Altho' we're not in the same area but yeah. :) Oh and her name is Juliza. :))
She's so into shuffling and stuff.

I like to see people shuffling down the dancefloor,
but honestly i'm not very good at it LOL.
My sister happens to be the girlfriend of a very good shuffler.
His name is Jape. (He's a year younger than my sister,what a shame )
She has been dating him for 6 months?i think.
I started to dig shuffle eversince.
But i don't really get it tho',
that some people are actually disgusted by this kind of dancing.
For me,There's no problem with shuffling.
Psssh,. immatures. -__-
I think they're just too jealous &mad of not having the
abilities to dance like that.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Oh well, g2g.

.. never gives a damn. :]

2009-08-28T05:26:00.000-07:00

People keep messing with me lately.
&&who said i never apologized?
Yes,maybe it's clearly my faults here
but i gave out my sorrys.
I was stupid. Who am i so like to bother?
i'm just a useless shit.
&&i think no one gets me.
I seriously DON'T CARE about what yerr going
to say or even do anything.
I felt like,. hoping that i never knew you at the
first place.
I don't wanna know you anymore.
Who are you?
Do i even know your name?
Sorry,i don't recognize that face.
Who's that?Who cares?At least I don't.
This post seemed pointless
but it makes perfect sense to me.
Whatever.
The thing is,. i don't give a shit.
Not even one.
&I think that's clear enough.
Now, are you getting to me?
Like always,NEVER. -__-
&like what i just said,
WHO CARES!?

OMFG. I almost died. :O

2009-08-22T04:00:00.000-07:00

I went to see a movie today.
Me&my sister actually. Oh & also my mom.
&then we bought 3 movie tickets to see the "Orphan"
movie. OMG. At first i was like "This looks good. Let's go see this one".
(I never knew it was scary or smth;cause' i watched the trailer
&it doesn't even look scary. Not even close. )

So yeah,this movie is about a psychotic maniac girl who kills. x|
Her name is Esther. She looks soo nice at first&&then bad things
happened. Its a pretty intense movie.
Also have sexual+horror in it.
So yeah. PG13 scenes alert!
Wait no,. Actually its 18+
but i went see it anyway. The word "fuck" is used
alot in it. -___-
Also there were naked pics. (truly NAKED as in the whole
body got exposed without any censored effects xD)
You should see this movie. It's beyond scary. People were screaming!
So did i. I screamed alot. lol.
seriously..., IT WAS SCARY
& i swear i won't let my parent
adopt any orphans.

ORPHAN .
"..I swear there's something wrong with her,please
get her out"
-In cinemas 20th August 2009

Truly UNexpected.. (really)

2009-08-21T08:55:00.000-07:00

Hello again. WOW i post alot. XD

Okay so,today is "FRIDAY"
AS IN HOLIDAY! && anyways,
we got our 2nd test result papers today. XD
Im the fifth ranked out of 39 students in class.
yayerrz! xD
WOW i made progresses. sweeet!
&Tan Xin Min is the 1st. Should i or should'nt i give a "DUHH" on that-____-
LOL! Shes a brainiac yes thats what she is :))
I just wish i could be like her. LOL. AS IF I COULD -___-"
haha. Nevermind tho.
Anyway,when i got my result today,
i was like "OMFG,is this for real?!"
&then i glanced at T.Kelvin and whispered"DUDE,5th?!
BEYOND CRUELTY!At least get me to be the 3rd or smth!" LOL.
(..but im still proud anyway xD)
AT LAST! i beat that annoying maniac!!muahahhaha!
SAYING "IN IT YOUR FACE LOSER!muahahaha!" WHILE STEPPING ON
HIS FREAKIN' FOOT was the first thing i do after i got my paper today.
&he was all "FINE WHATEVER,REVENGE NEVER DIES YOU EVIL LIL -- GRR!"
as if i buy that. xP wakakaka! Mission accomplished x))

&then i got home
and started random dancing
with my KITTY!!
I almost broke my ankle-____-
guess i was just too hyper.
lol.

byebye. x)

So much with the fs problem again x[

2009-08-20T04:09:00.001-07:00

Hello. Im bored.

I've been waiting for ages

&&friendster still wont let me log in!

CMON!!!

Fs delays alot. ughh -_____-

As if it have billions of updates or smth like that.

Last time i checked,MYSPACE never ever

had this kinda prob before.

&&i think Myspace have like gazillions

way more members than fs do.

Ughh. Myspace is good,it is..

but its abit hard to maintain it

if you don't know how to use it.

So yeah.. like you gonna have to

get used to it first if you wanna be a pro

at it :P

NEWAYS;friendster sucks..

So much with the slows down alot problem.

I mean i can't even reply to comments! OR even visit others

profile! WTH?! -____-

*truly offended :/

Yay IM YAYING!

2009-08-19T19:39:00.000-07:00

Hello peeps :)
OMG holiday is coming!chuuw chuuw!!
well not actually a long one. Its only a week. -___-
but still..
Anyhoo; Im going to kk!
GOSH! finally! its shopping time!
Don't say im a girly type of person.
well yeah i act girly sometimes cause i always
got "girled" up o. its kinda natural.
Hard to deny it really. Us girls do that. xD
So are the boys. Some of em' like shopping.
Exhibit A = GAY GUYS. wakaka! who knows right? xD
*Not offending (:

OKAY WOW SO WAY OUT OF TOPIC! hahah!
I've been suffering a month of shoppingless -__-
NO NEW STUFF! grrrr.. :((
Im getting bored of wearing the same old
shirt over and over. SUCKS aight? :P

So im gonna buy alots of new things,
going to cinema,cheer myself up,blah blah blah
and thats it :)

xo

I fell in love with the DJ. wakakak!

2009-08-17T05:41:00.000-07:00

The following post contains all about BOYS. x3 ;

-- Mr.NoNAMEwiththehoodie :)
DUDES;this is totally positively undeniably WEIRD. XD
Im having a total big CRUSH on someone i hardly knew. :DD
The best part is, I think it was love at first sight.. awwwh.
Sweet aite? wakaka.
F.Y.I i won't stop chasing after him
untill he's 100% mine.
&&i guaranteed he'll be mine in no time. Yes., i can tell that :)
OMG you're so downright attractive.
GAWWSHIE; && im all addicted you know?^^
Dude, that really freakin' cool ninja move was dropDEAD badass!
-sigh- YES,i only starred at you that day.
ONE DAY;you'll be mine eventually honeyy :)

-- Mr.USEDTOBEmyuglyduckling :|
SHEESH;not to be rude.,
but boy was i stupid when i said "yes,its official".
ughh. It was soo cool at first then
idk how it ended up UGLY .
Seeing you everyday at school
makes me vomits alot. gee;thanks alot -_______- .
I hate you. Don't worry :)

-- Mr. OHsoontobeUSEDTOBEmyangel :D
Wakaka!siapa suruh? xD
You never knew how much i was freakin' crazyy about you
all this time. MALU,kau tidak dapat saya sdh.
muahahahah! You lost your "magneticity" [?]
lol. Idk whats that suppose to mean but yah
sort of like that maybe. xD

That's all .
PEACE OUT!
xo.

tweeettweeeeeet :D

2009-08-14T09:29:00.001-07:00

hello peeps :D
It's 12:15 a.m and i still couldn't sleep yet.
grrrrr.. Okay, today;school was ..
as usual.. BORING.
&btw; i got my history paper all correct!
wow im a genius am i?baha.
Ohh another btw! XD :
Last Thursday,i think it was Alberth
who caught a cute tiny lil' birdiee :))
It was so def. CUTE! I saw it
leaving out it's poop under Hani's table
& i was like "awwwww:))"
So we called it si Buluh.
|o|. idk. Hani made that up.
Maybe cause' it looks fury or smth. haha!
We were not sure if it was a He or She lol.
By the end of the lesson, we decided to
let go of it. No,neither of us
want to bring it back home. It might get killed.
LOL! Too many cats at my house.
So everything was risky.
But im sure its dead by now.
LOL. I mean, it can't even fly.-_____-
oh WELL. :/

freakin' P I S S E D x(

2009-08-06T07:30:00.001-07:00

OMG. seriously,theres this girl
who hates me like for no reason.
She's been hating me since
i showed up for the first time ever!
Well,as you should probably know,.
my previous school was Sabah Science and Secondary School
:OO but then i moved back to Tenom.
And now i study at SMCH where i found this lunatic girl.
She was my VERY bestfrandd when we were just in kindergarten.,
i dont get it. Why do we have to fight now?
I don't know what her actual problem is.
But she can't stop giving me the "look".
i don't know what that look is.,
But it makes me guilty EVERYTIME!
dayyumm., why can't i just live in peace? x[

freakin

2009-08-06T07:30:00.000-07:00

sighh. :(

2009-08-05T11:01:00.000-07:00

why do you have to be
so complicated? is it really
that hard to tell me you
love me and actually show it?
when you love someone
you dont do those type of stuff
to them, it's as simple as that..
i tried to show you every way
possible so that you would know
how much i love and care about you.
i'm done trying, i dont want to
try anymore anyway. because
you'll never notice or open your eyes.
and if you ever do decide to
open your eyes, it'll be too late
and you might realize all this time
that you were everything to me
and possibly still are. so open
your eyes before it's too late.
:/

jess.

This helps alot :)

2009-08-01T09:52:00.000-07:00

Hello peeps;)

So i've been thinking lately about how
i been facing my problems lately.
&&yes,I made a lot of mistakes,
and i keep making my
problems get even BIGGER.
But then i realised, that..
Basically, you wont get anywhere in ds
world worrying about what other people think or do.
You have to make the most out of everything in this
world for YOU. :))

I used to think a lot about what my mates said or thought
of my actions but.. from what i've learnt it's always gonna
be the same for other people :)
- making thing work out for themselves x]

-- off to bed. :)
god bless;
jess.

GOD;Forgive us. :)

2009-07-31T22:02:00.000-07:00

This is very upsetting. :(
Why do people these days have no heart?
How could they say this. :/
Don't they feel guilty by saying these fakes?
my guess., not even a little. :(

Click this.
(Dakwah Kristian;unbelievable:[ )

On my opinion;
i think that Muslims are quite foolish
to do all this researches about Us Christians.
We always come in peace.
&&now we're saying our prayers to the almighty GOD
for He shall forgive you all.
people;why is ds happening now?
think about wut'll happen in the future?
think very very very wisely.

Baca la komen sy. :)
God bless;
jess. ♥

hello,blog!

2009-07-31T20:40:00.000-07:00

yep it is me again;

today i had scrambled egg
for breakfast. eeeep!:)

i woke up pretty late.
i think because i was sitting infront
of the laptop for quite long.
well,.i kinda addicted to it last night
i couldn't barely stop typing.
i posted my first bulletin
about how those haters of mine
and how they react with their foolishness
and jealousy. Yes,i do call them
"immatures". -___-"

Oqay so out of topic :D
weeeee. H1N1 flu is spreading.
&&its spreading quickly here.
OMG;i just wish my school
will be quarantined and then
i wont go to school for like a week or so. eeep :D;D

IM SIICKK!
omg;i got this flu.(not H1N1)
yeah,i went to Dr.Tan
a couple days ago
and he said "oh its just a regular kiddy flu"
and i was like"...what a relief,on one second i thought
i was attacked by the virus.:O"
i didn't go to school yesterday due to my flu disease.
yeah well.. i was just at home surfing the internet
and tweet a little. XD it was a boring day tho.
i didn't have someone to talk with. -___-"

btw;HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY! :)
dedicated to;(my new and old friends back there)
- yasmeen
- mildred
- ash :)
- annica
- kelvie
- you know who you are :)